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hi minna ^^ who's watching this dorama? i really like it so much.. and makes me envious of the scenes.. lolz. and specially.. coz mike he looks like kusano ne?



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wah... gomen ne... im too lazy to blog now.. dunNo why...

haven't been on any forums lately too...

wahhh... whats happening to me...

i just watched Shonen Club.. im happy to see shoon's solo hehe..
im wondering where's hikaru gone? and i havent seen my Inoo-chan too... >_<

and aLso... im sorry for greeting my Inoo chan and Massu a BeLated Happy Bday ne..

ahhh... and when i Looked on Taiyo... hahaha... damn... he's really tall!! and i think he will Look Like Hayami Mocomichi when he grow old... They have a resemblance ne?

and one more thing... when we went to Tokyo Tower...
when we're on Roppongi St... there's a bunch of students jogging just around the shrine... and i saw a kid who really Looks Like Taiyo ^^^________^ he's as tall as him.. i think... and they have the same face... but... im not sure if its him.. coz he's not as skinny as taiyo... but he's also thin.. what do u think huh? hehehe... LMAO







ja... sore dake ^^

hi minna..

im here in Japan now.
im staying at my friend's house in Ibaraki..
the weather here is ok... but colder than in my country..

i guess i cant say that im happy... although im here now..

Yes, one of my dreams is to go to Japan.. and now that im here, why cant i say that im happy?


i dont know... but i really understand myself well..

its because.. there's ALWAYS SOMETHING that holds my happinness away from me. its like im really not worth to experience happiness =c

im here now with the help of my aunty...but i dont know that it will also be the one to ruin my day.

i just stayed here for 1 day and problems are reaching me up to here. When i opened my email the day after i arrived here... my sis told me that my mom said i shouldnt spend all the money that has been given to me... coz the money for me to spend is only 50 k...

i have 100 here and i paid 30k for the airfare... and so i will have only 20 for my pocket money??? im not saying that i dont want it its just that i know that i will not survive with that amount here... and then they told me that my aunt was very furious coz i brought 70 k here... and she also said that mine was only 50..

in the first place.. before i go here.. i emailed her MANY TIMES asking her how much should be my pocket money.. but she didnt replied nor call.. then when im here already, i just knw that she was so mad and she'll not give me anymore... HELLO? i was asking her so i really dont know.. and im really not spending it unwisely... its just that expenses here ARE REALLY EXPENSIVE!!! why they cant understand that???

if i just knew that she was that backstabber, i shouldnt have went here.. i shouldve controlled myself so none of these stupid things will happen. NOw im so afraid to go back home.. i know i cant go back there with a smile, even a fake one. they'll surely kill me coz i used all my money already. i know i bought some cds but its just a few cds.

im really scared to go back home... i dont wanna see their faces ever!! especially my aunt's face... they told me here that she will talk to me right after i go back there. and what will she do? scold me to death? huhu... its not really my damn fault!! ok.. it
was my fault to ask her. now i learned my lesson..

now i dont know how to pay too.. coz i still dont have work. and that money is really so high. i cant pay that amount with a salary that will be coming from our damn country!!! i will die out of hardwork there but i still cant pay that amount!!!

I wanna leave that country and live by myself in a far away place where no one of them can see me!! i wanna live without them!! maybe thats the only way i can live peacefully...

Oh God, i really wish u didnt let me live... why dont u want me to be happy? am i really not worth it?