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NEW YR RESOLUTIONs
hahhh... im so bored now so im making this now... coz tomorrow... i dont know if i will go out hahaha...
ok... here are my new yr resolutions..

1. i hope i can pass all my subjects so i will graduate this march with my friends

2. i hope i will not be absent in my comlaw class anymore... i have to wake up early and move fast na..

3. i should lessen the food i eat so i'll lose weight... i have to!

4. i hope that our visa will be granted... i want to go to JAPAN na..

5. and last but not the least.... its my simple wish to be granted... God,... pls hear my prayers.... its only simple. I wish to be with Tegoshi forever... Onegaishimasu !!!

To all, Happy New Yr ne... i had my injection this afternoon huhuhu... and its only the 30th but many people are already using firecrackers... the smoke is killing me... huhuhu.... Happy New Yr!!!

This yr is nice to me... except for the fact that ive been totally broke within this last quarter... i really used all my money including my money in the bank... but no regrets... coz ive been to singapore becoz of that,,, and made new friends too...

To all my friends... i wanna thank u all... its been my pleasure to have met u... and i will be proud of all of u...
thanx to all the memories... i'll surely treasure the moments...

ja... Take care always and God Bless...
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【2005/12/31 01:26】 | my boring Life | トラックバック(0) | コメント(0)
expenses expenses expenses
You'll be very much inclined to throw your money out of the window; be careful not to let yourself be drawn into futile purchases and status expenses.

thats what my horoscope said...
i know!!! uwah... i know it already... even before my horoscope shows it... huhuhu....

im happy that someone helped me to buy NEWS goods... but... uwahh... im totally broke na doshio? and im even tempted to preorder NEWS calendar coz Cdjapan sent me a mail that its ready for preorders... i dont know what to do na...

expenses wont go away... they always love to eat my money.. uwaahhh... okanemochi ja nai yo!!!!!!!!

tomorrow... i have my sched for injections AGAIN... KOWAII!!!! and my leg... it has scars already... but im scared becoz the part tat has been bitten is still numb

ja... see u when im still alive... lol

i hope next yr is my lucky yr
【2005/12/29 23:41】 | my boring Life | トラックバック(0) | コメント(0)
A Story Of Love
A Story of Love...

It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 am,
when an elderly woman,
in her 80's, presented to have sutures (stitches)
removed from her thumb.

SHe stated that she was in a hurry as she
had an appointment at 9:00 am.

I took her vital signs and had her take a seat,
knowing it would be over an hour before
someone would to able to see her.

I saw her looking at her watch and decided,
since I was not busy
with another patient,
I would evaluate her wound.

On exam it was well healed, so I
talked to one of the doctors,
got the needed supplies to remove her
sutures and redress her wound.

While taking care of her wound,
we began to engage in conversation.

I asked her if she had a doctor's appointment
this morning, as she was in such a hurry.

The woman told me no, that she needed
to go to the nursing
home to eat breakfast with her husband.

I then inquired as to his health. SHe told me
that he had been there for a while and
that he was a victim of Alzheimer Disease.

As we talked, and I finished dressing her wound,
I asked if he would be worried if she was a bit late.

SHe replied that he no longer knew who she was,
that he had not recognized her in five years now.

I was surprised, and asked her.
"And you are still going every morning,
even though he doesn't know who you are?"

SHe smiled as she patted my hand and said...

"he doesn't know me, but I still know who he is."

I had to hold back tears as she left,
I had goose bumps on my arm,
and thought, "That is the kind of
love I want in my life."

True love is neither physical, nor romantic.
True love is an acceptance of all that is,
has been, will be, and will not be.


awww... this story hits me so hard... as i think i will be very much the same with the woman here... even though he cant remember me anymore... i would still be loving him forever
【2005/12/27 14:37】 | inspirational stories/ poems | トラックバック(0) | コメント(2)
KURISUMASU OMEDETOU!!!
im greeting all of u now coz i wont be here tomorrow.. i will be going to my granny's house to celebrate xmas...

gosh... people... help me.. ive been drowned on Tegoshi's world now.. dun know how to go back to reality anymore... huhuu... doshio???

tomorrow... tomorrow is the day... INOO-chan to atashi no ANNIV desu ^^ hahaha... 24 December is the day when i first knew about his name... hahaha... so... let's celebrate na ^^
this is a very special day for us~~~ NYA!!!

and tomorrow's Aiba's bday too.. so..
OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU GOZAIMASU!!!

Ja, MInna...

ZHU NI SHENG DAN QUAI LE~~~~
【2005/12/24 00:22】 | my boring Life | トラックバック(0) | コメント(0)
byouki desu
uwah.. it happened again...

maybe just becoz xmas and new yr is coming, thats y im sick.. it started last night, have stomach ache, then colds and fever ><

until now huhu... i feel very hot but cold at the same time also..

huhu.. and i didnt get my tarp this morning.. have to go to school tomorrow again to get it ba.. huhuh.. i hope i can get it by tomorrow so my xmas will be sugoku ureshii to have Tego and Kusa tarp in my room hahaha..

and also, thanx to michiko who made me so happy today for sharing YOU... hahaha... the song of my Tegoshi darin ahahha...

ja!!

uwahh... i cant breathe... my asthma will kill me now ><
【2005/12/19 21:37】 | my boring Life | トラックバック(0) | コメント(0)
SC 19日 12月 2005年
ほんと に おもしろかった です!!!

今日 の Producer は NEWS でした!!

ほんと に たのしかった です!!

手越 と 草野 が 大好き!!! 伊野尾 ちゃん も!!

Gosh... this episode was really one of my favorites!!!

and also, one of the reasons why i go crazy was... u know... hahaa

Tegoshi sang a very very lovely song entitled YOU!!!!
his voice is really demo his moves there are kinda inappropriate for the song i guess... demo its still ok lah... hahaha... now i dunNo if i can sleep pa.

then.. JR ni Q... hahaha... bikkurishita!! the way tego said Q was really kawaii hahaha.. and Kodai said he wants yuto as his bday present? haha... kawaii... demo, what did shige said to make yuto stare at him and even pushed him? hahaha... Takumi is really big now ne?

About Yuto, uwah.. hahaha.. he sings more lines now than before... ii wa ne? my son!!! haahaah... i really wanna see him and hug my son... hahaha

my inoo.. uwah!! so grown up already!! haha.. im glad he talks more now hahaha.. want him to sing more lines too!!!

the moment where taiyo and pi and my inoo is talking... OMG.... Yamapi so short hahaha... my inoo is as tall as him already... and holy cow!! Taiyo is a giant hahaha... so tall~!!!

hmmm? Toma.. he's Mr X. hahaha... nothing's change at all... he still look like TOma before ne? hahaha... but he should sing more songs.. but at least i saw him singing and dancing again hahaha...

the songs are great.. ja...

one more thing... Tegoshi said.. "KIMI WA BOKU O AGERU".... *faints* i will accept you... wahahaha

KUSANO SAID... "MERRY XMAS... I LOVE YOU".... *faints again* I LOVE YOU TOO... hahahaha

MERRY XMAS!!! hahaa... im so happy

samui na.. i have colds.. huhu..
【2005/12/18 23:31】 | JE | トラックバック(0) | コメント(0)
exchange gifts..
today isnt the last day of our class.. but we did our exchange gifts today.. coz i dont think some of my classmates will still come on monday... hahaha... anyways.. im so happy!!! u know what i received? harharhar... i received two keychains of SASUKE!!! haha... すごく うれしい な!!! ほんとう です!! theyre so cute lah!! i will take a pic of them then will show it here.. hahaha... well, zannen desu coz i only got two... one keychain is much expensive already... so im very very thankful that she bought it for me hahaha... on Tuesday, will be the grand xmas party... we will have another exchange gift, i wonder what will be the next thing i will receive hahaha... but still got a problem on what will i buy for my friend im really broke now.. i wonder when will i have money again.. my grandma gave me hong bao already.. demo, i use it to buy gifts for my friends i havent bought the jacket i want... no money for myself ohhuhuhuhu...

anyways.. after tuesday will be our vacation na!! cant wait hahaha... demo im scared.. coz i might get fatter!!! coz its xmas time, time for eating... uwahhh pls help me control what i eat.. huhuu...

anyways... Belated Happy Bday to Sylvia!!! i hope u received my sms... ^^

oh, btw... i watched KING KONG yesterday hahaha... u should watch it!!! its choo nice... even though the intro was really boring... ok.. in a few days.. i will be greeting everyone...
ZHU NI SHENG DAN QUAI LE!!! hahaha,,, where's my gifts? LOL
ja... tc ^^
【2005/12/17 01:23】 | my boring Life | トラックバック(0) | コメント(3)
sentimental?
just when i came back from school, aho linz told me about the bad news that happened to cien's ojisan... i feel so sad and scared when i read the story in her blog..

and suddenly, thoughts are intruding in my mind... as if its asking me... "what if that happens to my ojisan or obasan?" *knocks on wood* i dont know what to do... i dont want that... i will feel very sad since ive been living with them since i was 7 maybe... so my life is not complete if one of them will disappear huhuhu...

I WISH...

I Wish that i will die before them... Let them Live Long please? I want to die before anyone in my family will die... its because.. i dont think i can bear the pain of losing someone close to me... Losing as someone whom i can never see again, ever... thats why since im a child, im imagining and hoping that i will die at the age of 20, demo that didnt happen.. so i want to die at 30.. honestly, i really dont wanna grow old, so sometimes, i pray that can God just take my life? and give it to those who wants to live more, like those people who have illness, who wants to be cured and live more... i dont have the will to live anymore...



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about the topic i read in other forums... it asks:
"Will u jump, if i jump?" hahaha... if its said by ur partner, will u do it? lol... such an interesting question ne? hahaha... for me, if tego or kusano jumps.. i'll jump too hahaha... im serious!!! lol.. but if after that, im so unlucky to be alive again, i will not remarry anymore.. i will just live with his memories in my heart... forever...................................
【2005/12/13 18:07】 | my boring Life | トラックバック(0) | コメント(2)
i hate my friends!!!!!
ok.. im here now at school and im so pissed off!!!
last night, my friends told me to do something. THEY ONLY GAVE IT TO ME LAST NIGHT AND RUSHED ME TO DO THIS COZ IT WILL BE paSSed now!! im so stupid thats why i agreed on doing it... i have an exam in my comlaw and mandarin class but they didnt know it, then i messaged them to get the cd to me, but they didnt reply anything!~!!! damn it!! i still havent reviewed for my mandarin exam... huhhu...

ja!!
【2005/12/12 10:25】 | my boring Life | トラックバック(0) | コメント(0)
SC 2005年 12月 11日
はい はい はい!!!

加くん、 ほんと に ありがとう ございます!!!

hahaha... Like what the theme says... ARIGATOU ^^

i like the episode today lah... Thanx to Shigekun for giving solo part to my kusano and tego lah ^^
they sang nice songs today too.. but HEAVEN is still in my heart hahaha...

I LIKE what Yayayah sang today... the lyrics has the 2 of us in it.. hahaha.. such a nice melody ^^... Shoon, doko ni iru no? haha.. maybe he's shooting for his dorama this january ne? after all, takki is a guest there...

hahaha,.... shige put some I LOVE U in the card ne? so takki didnt read it hahahaha..

Nakajima and Hikaru wrote a letter for each other... what else?

IN Misemono ga dare da.... its Pi and my Tego who guessed the right answer.... sugoi!!! ahahaha.,,,

and oso, they also wear that Teppen outfit... i thought they gonna sing it but they didnt... my most favorite costume for Tego is that Teppen outfit!!! i really love it!!! and for kusano... orenji looks nice on him.. but i like him with the outfit in Heaven... hahahahaha

im so high today... now i dont know how to review for my exam in mandarin tomorrow ><

ja ne!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
【2005/12/11 23:38】 | JE | トラックバック(0) | コメント(0)
First Love Never Dies?
LOL

i went on a party with some friends last night and i just went home at 6 am... my gawd.. why am i awake now? huhuhu... cant get enough sleep lah my head aches so much ><

anyways.. why my title is like that? bwahahaha... becoz i saw my longest crush ever again... demo sabishiku desu coz he still cant notice me all this time, me still doesnt exist in his world. And what hurts most is... he can mention the names of those "pretty girls" there... he didnt even say Hello to me... gosh.. im so heartbroken again.. we've known each other for almost 5years already, but he still know me by my face, and not by my name.. Never in those years i heard him calling my name

Last night, i was hoping that he would come near me and talk to me at least coz we've not seen each other for months!! uwah... a simple hello is ok... huhuhu... did i expect so much? why is he so flirty? huhuhu... Just Looking at him hurts so much.. i keep telling to myself that i already forgot him.. demo, seeing him there still brings some feelings back ><

Everytime i am longing for him to come near me, its Always Pooh who always sits beside me and talks to me.. yasashii na.. hahahha... thanx Pooh!!! i really enjoy ur company.. i hope ur him so i will be happy..

My friend told me that he thought i was just a kid so he dont flirt me... uwahhh... i dont wanna flirt him.. just want to talk to him.. huhu... but i remember last time, he always used to pat my head huhu.. maybe he really thinks of me as a kid ba i dunNo if i will be happy or sad by that reason ><

the three girls there said a loud EHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... just becoz they cant believe im 20... and many people told me i look alot younger than my age... but is that a reason why they cant treat me my age? huhuhu.. its ok for my friends to treat me as a kid.. but not for my crush lah why? how old do i look like ba? i wonder if tego and kusano will be mistaken me as someone whose younger than them also... wahuhuhuhu..... *as if they'll notice me ne? *pokes mytyself*

TEGO, Kusano, Inoo, Please make me happy okie?

ja... i dont have energy to blog na..
till next time
【2005/12/10 12:43】 | my boring Life | トラックバック(1) | コメント(0)
HEAVEN
uwahhh... im really obsessed watching NEWS performance of Heaven last SC episode.. hahaha... their dance steps was so sugoi!! sugoi as always.. hahaha... i really love watching it over and over again lah^^ me drools everytime i see my tegoshi and kusano im in HEAVEn!!! hahahahahha....

watched BEST ARTISTS... but not the whole yet... just skipping.. demo.. i watched Arashi's performance of WISH... haha.. i felt so happy.. i dunNo y.. but the cheering of people and how people sang with them makes me feel happy.. LOL.. and im sure they love that too, so they looks like theyre also happy while singing ne? hahaha... i LOVE WISH ^^

then SEISHUN AMIGO!!!... the people went crazy too... hahaha... the people are so lively compared to the others who performed there ^^

IM CRAZY for HEAVEN!!!!

lalalalalala

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watched Otsuka Ai's Kingyo Hanabi PV, the one with a short film?
gosh... i didnt know that it will be like that.. so sad na.. Also, i love her PV of Sakuranbo hahaha... the colors are so nice... and most of all, my fave was DAISUKI DA YO PV of course.. me Loves Otsuka now hahaha... she's so pretty ^^
i like the dress she wore on BEST ARTISTS ^^

what else?

oh, i finished downloading PUPPET MASTER 3 na!! sugoku ureshii na.. hahaha... i missed that movie.. lol

ja
【2005/12/08 00:31】 | JE | トラックバック(0) | コメント(0)
hallo ^^
ohisashiburi da ne? hahaha...

i cant login here so its been a while since i post entries here.. huhu.. i thought i cant enter here again...

well. what can i say now? i forgot everything hahah...
thanks to fin who helped me here.. LOL

uwah... i found nice things on Mise again.. demo... cho takai yo!!! dont have money huhu...

last night, i bought boxes so i'll put my presents for some people there hehehe.. i hope they will like what i will give them na..

kinou, i downloaded 1 litre soundtrack too.. its very very nice!! me loves it so much!!! hahaha..

ja..

21 days before xmas ><
【2005/12/04 00:27】 | my boring Life | トラックバック(0) | コメント(1)
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